You Can Shine

Philip Charlyle & Anne Wheeler Zac You know I want you It's not a secret I try to hide I know you want me So don't keep saying our hands are tied You claim it's not in the cards But fate is pulling you miles away And out of reach from me But you're here in my heart So who can stop me I decide That you're my destiny? What if we rewrite the stars? Say you were made to be mine Nothing could keep us apart You'd be the one I was meant to find It's up to you, and it's up to me No one can say what we get to be So why don't we rewrite the stars? Maybe the world could be ours tonight Zendaya You think it's easy You think I don't want to run to you But there are mountains And there are doors that we can't walk through I know you're wondering why Because we're able to be Just you and me Within these walls But when we go outside You're going to wake up and see that it was hopeless after...

Dear cloud, you've been the witness of all the wishes If I could scream so loud Jump to the ocean Cry a lot to the deep blue Get the intention of you If I could break the wall Outta space Stop the chase And sob with all the mess Just if I could But I couldn’t ‘Cause I’m imprisoned Bleeding alone If I could open my heart I’d see a lake of tears A mountain of grief A small garden of belief If I could x-ray my face I’d see a female with a long hard phase Having a painful tale Covered beautiful by her male This is so sick We can’t easily forget in a single click So you can’t expect me to have a new pair For you are the one who decide to despair I could stay forever But all I got was surrender I can’t figure out your implied behaviour I’m just abandoned without an armour I’m like a castaway Your word sounds pushing me away You’re like a blind who don’t see what you want Or a deaf who never listen your tru...

Perjalanan pulang seorang Putri dan buku puisi Bumi merindukan hujan, begitu pula sebaliknya Tapi hujan malu-malu, kelabunya menutup senja Tak cerah namun tetap indah Angin sepoi temani para pencari nafkah Jakarta dan jam pulang kerja Membawa kisah dan banyak cerita Aku pulang sendiri ditemani puisi Melahap setiap kata seakan santapan malam Seketika terbuka ingatan akan pena di kamar tidur Entah sudah berapa lama tak ku pakai tuk menyalin puisinya Di lain sisi aku bermain dengan qwerty tak kenal kapan dan dimana Aku tahu kami saling bersahut bukan melantur Gelapnya, terangnya, memancarkan sumber mata kata untukku Tenangku, riakku, menggerakkan ragam bahasa miliknya Bagai penyair di dua benua berbeda Jauh, dihalang batas Buku bersampul putih di rumahku Bersama 'Tidak Ada New York Hari Ini' Ingin sekali ku masukkan kotak, ku ikat dengan pita emas Tak luput setangkai mawar putih yang mungkin pernah membekas Lalu ku laya...

She said that the biggest form of love is forgiving, while he said that the biggest one is letting go. 21/22 Nov 2017 -a human being [not Fatimah]

Her yesterday's midnight driving She's just a little girl who's growing up in a big city. Sometimes she lives in the poems, but sometimes she doesn't even know how to speak the words. She just doesn't want to, exactly. Because sometimes the words just can't help. Sometimes keeping everything in the deepest hole of her heart is the best way. No matter how blissful or painful it is, when her mind is getting overwhelmed and her soul's craving the rest, she just takes a breath, closes her eyes, and makes it silent. The pain, the past, have strenghtened her since the days of dry season few years ago. Last night she realized that it's already wet one. The sixth, since she met the start of her love-life journey. Last night, when she was running out of words, she stared at the drizzle. She freezed the raindrops by her camera as recalling the movie she had just watched. The dialogues, the plots... she just couldn't... . Oh well, she cried. Comparing the ...

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